Control

I can’t let go.
In the rapid stillness,
I continue to hold on.
Quickly, I am steering nowhere.
This way of life
Does not grant power
to you, nor I.
Through the struggle
And the storms,
I continue to hold on.
Inside
There’s a constant fight.
Needing the helm
To remain in my grasp.
This vessel cannot navigate
Unless I take hold.
I can’t let go.
I continue to hold on.